It’s a fact, I don’t care about most people. I just don’t. Why bother myself with people who don’t give a damn about me? Only a very select few have been able to get me to care about them. Hell, it’s only three people or so. I waste my time already on stupid, careless things so why should I add more things along to that?
I don’t really know how to explain it. I just don’t care about people in the least bit unless you actually prove and show to me why I should.
you know what. i hate when people say “Words can’t explain.” well of course they can. That’s what words are for. I mean, I can’t complain because i say that too. but still. It’s because you don’t wanna tell me. I understand we are slipping away, but this is me trying to keep you from sliding. I don’t think I’m doing a very good job either. I want to keep our friendship alive, but seems like I’m giving 99%. But i think that 1% your giving, doesn’t even matter to me anymore… so farewell my used to be best friend.
So why can’t we be friends? In my heart, there is this empty spot. Did i mention it could be filled with friendship? Not just any friendship, but your friendship. Why can’t we just be friends at the most? Did you know almost everyday other we meet somebody new? why can’t that person I meet be you? And there. we can start a friendship. a beautiful friendship. One that we can trust each other with, and be really close. I know what your thinking. “I already have good friends.” But can I be one of them? If you just say hello everyday, this empty spot would eventually become full. So why not meet new people, like me? It is worth a shot. So why not help me fill this empty spot, just by saying hello, how you doing? Become friends, and talk a lot. That would make this empty spot go away. And that is all i ever want.